Oi. I look at my list, and think about how hopeful I was to start it back in January. Now, I'm just feeling sad and disappointed in myself. I need to start fresh. I need to have faith in myself. One week from today, Monday, June 1st, I will be back to update this again, with a better attitude, and having made better choices. 'Til then...
Monday, May 25, 2009
Another Month gone by...
Well friends, here we are. On the cusp of June and summer, and I weigh more now than I did at the beginning of the year. Son of a bitch. If you'll pardon my language. I weigh more, not much more, but more. I feel awful about my food choices and I only exercise when I'm lifting and twisting and walking and shelving at work. I just feel so overwhelmed by my bad decisions. I feel like I've gotten to a point where I can't go back to where I once was. I saw some pictures of my 9th and 10th grade self, and I was beautiful and fit. I had curves, but they were in the right places and they stopped when they should have. How do I get back there? How did I get here? I'm still trying to fight myself and answer my questions. I joined sparkpeople.com , a site devoted to helping you reach your weight loss goals through a community of people, tips, and menus. Keep your fingers crossed.
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